Haven't wrote on here in a long time.

Wow I have not wrote on here in forever. Let's see Luke is 10 months old now. He is growing-up so fast. He crawls really good. He has 6 teeth. I'm trying to let my hair grow out for locks of love again. My best friend Jean has a b/f now. I'm very happy for her. She deserves a nice guy in her life. I'm separated from Charles still with my divorce pending. I wish my freaking lawyer would call me. I think I am be officially divorce soon. Not to much else going on with me. My cousins wedding shower id going to be at our house Sat. That should be interesting. Also the seafood fest is this weekend. I always run into a lot of people there. I didn't even go last year. These year I think it will be fun. I am setting a goal for myself. By the time I'm 30 I want me and Luke to have a place of our own. I love my parents and all ,but I can't live here forever. I need a place of my own. Sometimes I wish I would have did better in college and I would have already been out here a long time ago. but everything happens for a reason. Plus compared to other parents mine are really not that bad. I would even go as far as saying there are the best parents I know lol. Honey is still hanging in there. She is almost 15 I think. That's freaking old for a lab. Poor thing can barely move and craps and pisses all over everything ,but she is still breathing. Also she is heavily medicated so we know she is not in pain. Let's see any other updates. I see someone viewed my post I wonder who it was. I'm so paranoid that I won't even talk about certain things lol. That's me though very leery of people and their spying . Well I'll try not to wait months before I post again. I'm going up to my room now.

Sick :-(

Blah well I'm sick and it sucks. I started feeling bad yesterday and then woke-up at 4am this morning feeling like crapola. I really hope Luke doesn't catch this. It's so cold and yucky outside too. Blah! Well Monday Jean came over and visited it was nice. We caught up on everything that has been happening in our lives. Then we looked up people on myspace. We couldn't find to many people ,but I think it's because there not searchable. I had to make a fake myspace to show my aunt Linda her son's g/f. I was like I really don't want to ,but my mom and her made me. She has some pretty racy pictures on there ,but I guess his g/f didn't think so or maybe she doesn't care what people might think when they look at those pictures.Well I gotta go Luke is up.

By the way

That picture on my first blog is about 2 weeks old when i got a new hair cut and color.

Nice relaxing day with Luke.

Let's see today was a pretty relaxing day. I spent it taking care of Luke. He is 4 and a half months now. It seems like yesterday when he had just arrived. He is such a sweet and smart baby. My mom and me were playing peek-a boo with him and he was laughing so hard I never heard him laugh that hard before. It was so precious. We went outside for a bit today ,but just to get some fresh air. I think tomorrow me and Luke will go for a stroll around the block. I'm getting excited because as Luke gets older the more new things I get to do with him and experience with him. I tell you it is amazing to watch a baby observe things so intently. His big blue eyes concentrate so hard on whatever catches his eye. He really loves looking at our dog Honey. She is a lab and 13 and a half,so she does not do much. But still she is something new and exiting to him. The weather here has been so warm ,but hey that's Louisiana for ya. It's the middle of Jan. and you can go out in a sleeves day one day and then the next need a jacket crazy. Personally I like it when it's warm with a nice breeze. I'm not a big fan of cold weather. Well I think I have wrote enough for now. I'm sure I'll be back on tomorrow to write some more.